I'm more or less mirroring the myspace blog at this point.
C'est la vie.
If you knew I was to die tomorrow,
What would you tell me today?
Would you tell me that you loved me once?
That you love me now?
That you will love me forever?
Can you say that one time
When you looked in my eyes
You saw the flicker of your unborn children there?
Can you say that you've seen the happiness you've brought
And the pain that you've caused
Without remembering how you did either?
Can you say that you've wondered what it would be like
To grow old together?
To fight furiously and still know that I love you?
Would you tell me that you thought of me
Even as you were kissing someone else?
Thought of what I was doing and how much it would hurt me
If I could have seen you then?
Would you tell me that we never had a chance?
Tell me that we were friends and barely that?
Tell me we never had a chance and you knew that it killed me,
Because the thought of you needing me was the glue
That held my porcelin heart together?
Would you tell if you knew that?
Would you tell me that you loved me before I knew you did?
And you waited patiently in hopes that I would come around
Only to discover that when I realized how much I loved you
The warmth in your heart had faded?
Would you tell me that you then fell in love with me again?
Tell me it's not too late.
Tell me to never stop trying because things do work out in the end.
Tell me I might be happy without you
Even though I don't want to imagine it.
Would you tell me that it's alright to cry for you
Even if you'll never see my tears?
Would you tell me that you will make everything alright?
That you are mine and I am yours?
Tell me that we will be together forever,
Even if forever is only a day away.
Look in my eyes and tell me that we tried
And we made it.
We made it on love, trust, honesty, and patience.
On humility and perserverance,
Respect and devotion.
Tell me how happy I can make you
And then let me do it.
Tell me you'll give me that opportunity.
And when you are done telling me all this,
If your heart, mind, and soul
Are anything but absolutely serene,
Then tell me something more.
It may be your last chance.